still thinking...

So I was riding back home from work and the road was wet. I wasnt driving exactly if you'd ask me. My mind was far far away from where I was.

I thought it was a good idea not wishing your best friend on his/her birthday. Just for the sake of making things different. You know she will be waiting for your call. She'll be thinking maybe it was because I've forgotten. That's how it starts. And then she'd start thinking maybe it was because I had slept off... or because I must have gotten into some kind of trouble. Or what if I really was too busy to remember? We havent talked...... and so it goes......

The best thing about it is how I'd plan to make up. Try to convince her that I had intended it to be that way. It'd be a let down if she isnt particular that I be the first one to wish her or that I wish her at all.

Well it hasnt exactly happened that way with me. For once I'd completely forgotten her birthday and was the last one to call her.This other time I wanted to be the first one to call and I'd do anything to hide my intentions, act as if I dont remember and then she reminds me that it's her birthday in 3 hrs. What a let down! It doesnt make a difference if I be the first or the last one to wish it seems. Implied, as long as I dont forget :)

book : The best of the Speaking Tree - India Times

song : I wanna be ;) (i remember the first time i heard the song)

I watch : Whose line is it anyway

and I have to give my CAT tom!